Morning morning morning !!!

I woke up very damn early in the morning almost everyday and its probably because I have to go to school at 6am every morning.I used to imagined studying in US because I don't have to wake up so early like I did here in Malaysia.I wish I can continue my study there.I hate taking brochure that give details about Australia's University and etc.But sometimes it gave me special kind of strength to like focus study in here so I can get a very excellent result and directly continue my journey of studying there.But like its impossible for me to go there??But I have to take risk thou so I can have a better and better life.

LOL.
I just cant stop dreaming and dreaming.I want to laugh my ass off right now because just now when I was not fully awake yet,he text me at 5am and said gd morning:] then I reply "ahsahdwucb dwhdsncc". Silly me.Haha.I felt very very dumb and stupid.He laughed and I just cant remember when and how I can sent a texty when I was fully asleep?Oh my~ Now he's probably on his way to jog.He is so so worry that he'll get fat.He is so so like a woman which is so take a good care about health and how much calorie he should takes per day. All those healthy stuff totally his thingy.LMAO~

Love Kota Belud.Hometown=]

This is one of my favorite pic
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Holiday for a week:]

So boring.Holiday for a week?I'm completely going to be a wacko and very emo at home.Sms sms sms all day long and do nothing.What a nytemare.I wish I can go travelling somewhere.I dont care travelling in a small city alone or whatever atleast Im not alone at home.Yeah I mean ALONE.Its not like I cannot survive living in an empty world.I can actually survive with handphone on my side its just that bla3x.I just cant stop explaining.WTF.I miss talking to my cuzzy at my grandmother side.All of them are so friendly yet easy to be around.At my grandfather side so not friendly.Even smiling for them is a hard thing to do.

30-MAY-2009

Yesterday was Anna and Ben's wedding.Their wedding fer me is nice but not very organisable.And the DJs actually quiet funny because the way they talk is like more casual than formal.And its a completely a disaster wedding.Here's why I called it a disaster wedding :
1.The house are so miserable!!!!!!!
Yeah i mean miserable because its so messy and for me a wedding should organise well and cleaned before the guest arrived.
2.The toilet!!!!!!!!
At the bathroom,there are even Bras and pantie hanging and its very gross.I was like oh my,cant believe it and actually I kinda vomit when I saw it!!!!And yes,it shouldn't be happened at any ones wedding.
3.The tourist!!!!!!
Yes there are a few tourist who came to the wedding maybe to checkout the culture thing in Kota Belud.I heard from the mouth of my own mother said all of them are technically from Australia.At the wedding,all of them are sit in VIP area that provide special table which is red in colour that shows its VIPness.And all of them laugh happily and one of the woman with cherry tattoo at her leg excitedly capturing pictures and suddenly!!! her boyfriend which is incredibly good looking handsome young man around 25years old with his golden grey eyes fell from his chairs.The chairs arm broke causes the man to fell.This is so embarrassing because the man is not even fat!
4.The yummy delicious white icing cake!!!!!!
Okay this shows that they are very greedy kind of attitude.Total cakes: 7.

A very delicious cake which I didn't manage to eat because they are actually dont give all of them to the guest.They only gave one cake to the guest and 6 of the other cake? I don't know. Completely immersed with greediness.And of course only certain people which is very lucky can eat it.Stupid wedding ever.Actually I came to this wedding just to eat the CAKE.I don't even recognized my cousin for real.We never talk to each other because its hard for them to start a conversations?I already started it eg: smile to them and say hi and made a very friendly easy to be around look at my face,but of course they still ignored me and my sister.Right now Im still thinking on how to be friends with my cuzzy.And the reason why my cousin are not so close with us are probably because of the circumtances between us.Which is they are living in KB while me and family in KK.So what am i supposed to do? Yes,nothing.

I hate to start it all over again.

I already updated my profile a little bit.I felt unconscious right now.Ika keep watching me and I can't write anything in here.So annoying lil sis please give me space stupid weirdo.Before I snap your ugly boring blur face.Joke* Later she'll cry if I write something bad about her in here.Honestly Im not really active in updating my blog.Because I don't have any goldy2x time to update this.My sister conquer this laptop all day long and didn't even gave me chance to touch it.Stupid.Btw please drop some comment after read my-ugly-blogger's post-ever which is completely empty and BORING.And of course its my fault deleted my recent blog:]

A new blog again ma=]

I cant understand why.I keep changing my blog.I keep making new blog because I feel uncomfortable.Don't know why.So freaky freak=] This is my fourth blog. Silly me.