boring.

boring nya hidup ak ne wa.

SPM lagi ne sekarang.

Stress oh.

Si sayang ak pun weird.

Entah la.

Im still love u jua no matter what.

Bcos ak sayang kw.

Uhu.

:')

Very bust lately:]

MENYELESAIKAN peka.
What a nytemare.
Hate teacher yelling at me.
Suffering ma dengar.
Wee~

mau study lo suda.

now is June June June June.
OH MY.
4months later I'll be sitting on my magical chair
solving equations,
graphing,remembering all those
scenes happened
long tym ago,calculating numbers,
drawing molecules and atom,
drawing stupid amoeba/paramecium
or even bacteria and parasites,
i love drawing these.
identify accounts,
and of course
jot down notes so that I can meniru ne.
joking of course!:]
but if dapat oh my.
best nye! ese!

ayu kilir.

Hey you wanna know something? If u read my recent post,
I lie to him so that I know the truth.
I just tell him the truth that I'm just kidding.
its so humiliating I'm so embarrassed.
seriously.
I don't know how he'll react later.
Damn I love real life.
Full of drama.Extreme things and all those.
kenapa la aku ne ongol amat?
sebab mamy nda makan anggur
kalee tym pregnant aku kan?

Kena tipu again.

Today is funny.
Very funny you know.
Atlast kan aku juga
kena balik.Damn damn damn.
[but its not my fault !]

I hate real life.
I mentioned it before.
But,em you never know I mentioned it
before anyway.haha.Silly me.
[sebab teda juga org cek ne]
Okay this is how the tragic happen.
I tell him that I can check his number
in Internet,in private website.
[hepi nya tym dapat trick dia]
And in that website,it technically shows
the outgoing calls,incoming calls
that he received.And the num he sms with.
And I just have to like log in,
and drop down his number there in a small box given,
and choose date just like
when you sign up for friendster inc.
[buat2x ja ne.haha]
Then I sms him la.
I said,"u bz sms with ur friend kan these few days"?
Then suddenly he said to me
"How do u know?"
"I check ur num in Internet"I said.
[p/s: Im just kidding].
Then he said:
"Mesej kawan ja pun marah meh?"
This is stupid.
So obvious that he terasa ne.
"Then I ask again why u do that?"
Then he said,"nothing,just friend ma".
Stupid oh.We are just friend now.
[mungkin la]
And Im happy happy happy.
:]

fun bebeh! fun fun fun! Lagoon Park~

Yesterday punya yesterday.
Egie brought me sinking in sea.It was fun.Kinda lost fer a while but after that I realised egie's friends are such a good companion together,all of them like magnetic people that attached to stranger.They are completely matured and fun to be around and crazy a bit but hippie.There's many people I met after a long journey of countless time.They are still the same.

Except for one guy his name is norman hakim.
aku tau nda bagus mengumpat tp ne realiti!
WTF?
Im like speechless when he shows,because he wore that fucking ugly sleeveless T-shirt ever.
Is a fashion NO-NO.I cant believe my mouth saying this.
Eew.Its so gross.
He's so calming kinda man in school.But people change huh?
He's now no longer wearing his spectacles.
He's wearing contact now.
At first I thought that he's gay.
Seriously I really really really thought he's gay.
He wore sleeveless T-shirt which is similar to the tone of colour of his own skin.
Which is peech in colour.Can u believe in that?No one in this century would wear that gayness T-shirt ever except if he's gay.Right?
Then he's very proud he think he's the sexiest man alive on earth we all like eew!so gross oh.My sister wanna faint when he's running from sea towards her boyfriend.Pity fer u.haha!
What a nytemare fer a stranger like me seeing him running like that?
Im not even ~~!@#$%$ laaa!eeww!
All of the guys there keep asking us as a woman are we like ~##^%^ when seeing him running like that without wearing clothes with his turf body?Gosh can't believe they'll ask that stupid question on us.Of course la no! NO NO NO!

Okay next topic dear,I can't take it anymore talking bout that eewy man.
Btw we haf lots of lots of fun there.I wish I can picnic like that with my own fellow.
Hope Ne kalee La jo can organised something fun like that,haha.
Btw we even berkayak ne wa.Very fun la.
Here's the people that came to this picnis:]
6-june-2009the hotty
the other hotty {kene ba}

lelaki ma:]
Some of the guys wasn't in this pic.
They are fahmi,chicken,and norman hakim.
And others that I cant remember .
p/s: Im kinda losing my memory.Maybe bcs Im
getting older or the junky food I ate.




Kay.Ronald even found a crab.
We named it Crabby.
Haha.
Cute huh?But it kinda stung him
when he try to catch Crabby.
And he screamed like a woman.

mumbling:]

L O V E
When your lover said to you that he/she is totally abundantly love you 100%,do you believe in that?For me it is not something that you should fully believe in because its completely clear that for him/her its only a stupid jocular just to make the day cherish than ever.Unless your lover said that he love you more than 100%.My advice,don't fall for that.Even though your lover gives advocacy affirmatively,but we just can't predict life that easy.I had experienced once,and now its agreeable to me.And of course it hurts.It cuts me and leaves trace just like the airplane streaking the blue sky.He is a deceiver and wants to be with me deceitfully.My garishness to meet him is a futility.The conclusion is,a men always an adamant and very garble.Don't fully believe in them kay:]

Morning morning morning !!!

I woke up very damn early in the morning almost everyday and its probably because I have to go to school at 6am every morning.I used to imagined studying in US because I don't have to wake up so early like I did here in Malaysia.I wish I can continue my study there.I hate taking brochure that give details about Australia's University and etc.But sometimes it gave me special kind of strength to like focus study in here so I can get a very excellent result and directly continue my journey of studying there.But like its impossible for me to go there??But I have to take risk thou so I can have a better and better life.

LOL.
I just cant stop dreaming and dreaming.I want to laugh my ass off right now because just now when I was not fully awake yet,he text me at 5am and said gd morning:] then I reply "ahsahdwucb dwhdsncc". Silly me.Haha.I felt very very dumb and stupid.He laughed and I just cant remember when and how I can sent a texty when I was fully asleep?Oh my~ Now he's probably on his way to jog.He is so so worry that he'll get fat.He is so so like a woman which is so take a good care about health and how much calorie he should takes per day. All those healthy stuff totally his thingy.LMAO~

Love Kota Belud.Hometown=]

This is one of my favorite pic
:]

Holiday for a week:]

So boring.Holiday for a week?I'm completely going to be a wacko and very emo at home.Sms sms sms all day long and do nothing.What a nytemare.I wish I can go travelling somewhere.I dont care travelling in a small city alone or whatever atleast Im not alone at home.Yeah I mean ALONE.Its not like I cannot survive living in an empty world.I can actually survive with handphone on my side its just that bla3x.I just cant stop explaining.WTF.I miss talking to my cuzzy at my grandmother side.All of them are so friendly yet easy to be around.At my grandfather side so not friendly.Even smiling for them is a hard thing to do.

30-MAY-2009

Yesterday was Anna and Ben's wedding.Their wedding fer me is nice but not very organisable.And the DJs actually quiet funny because the way they talk is like more casual than formal.And its a completely a disaster wedding.Here's why I called it a disaster wedding :
1.The house are so miserable!!!!!!!
Yeah i mean miserable because its so messy and for me a wedding should organise well and cleaned before the guest arrived.
2.The toilet!!!!!!!!
At the bathroom,there are even Bras and pantie hanging and its very gross.I was like oh my,cant believe it and actually I kinda vomit when I saw it!!!!And yes,it shouldn't be happened at any ones wedding.
3.The tourist!!!!!!
Yes there are a few tourist who came to the wedding maybe to checkout the culture thing in Kota Belud.I heard from the mouth of my own mother said all of them are technically from Australia.At the wedding,all of them are sit in VIP area that provide special table which is red in colour that shows its VIPness.And all of them laugh happily and one of the woman with cherry tattoo at her leg excitedly capturing pictures and suddenly!!! her boyfriend which is incredibly good looking handsome young man around 25years old with his golden grey eyes fell from his chairs.The chairs arm broke causes the man to fell.This is so embarrassing because the man is not even fat!
4.The yummy delicious white icing cake!!!!!!
Okay this shows that they are very greedy kind of attitude.Total cakes: 7.

A very delicious cake which I didn't manage to eat because they are actually dont give all of them to the guest.They only gave one cake to the guest and 6 of the other cake? I don't know. Completely immersed with greediness.And of course only certain people which is very lucky can eat it.Stupid wedding ever.Actually I came to this wedding just to eat the CAKE.I don't even recognized my cousin for real.We never talk to each other because its hard for them to start a conversations?I already started it eg: smile to them and say hi and made a very friendly easy to be around look at my face,but of course they still ignored me and my sister.Right now Im still thinking on how to be friends with my cuzzy.And the reason why my cousin are not so close with us are probably because of the circumtances between us.Which is they are living in KB while me and family in KK.So what am i supposed to do? Yes,nothing.

I hate to start it all over again.

I already updated my profile a little bit.I felt unconscious right now.Ika keep watching me and I can't write anything in here.So annoying lil sis please give me space stupid weirdo.Before I snap your ugly boring blur face.Joke* Later she'll cry if I write something bad about her in here.Honestly Im not really active in updating my blog.Because I don't have any goldy2x time to update this.My sister conquer this laptop all day long and didn't even gave me chance to touch it.Stupid.Btw please drop some comment after read my-ugly-blogger's post-ever which is completely empty and BORING.And of course its my fault deleted my recent blog:]

A new blog again ma=]

I cant understand why.I keep changing my blog.I keep making new blog because I feel uncomfortable.Don't know why.So freaky freak=] This is my fourth blog. Silly me.